By
VoodooAndroid
This happens to be my favorite Radiohead song and I don't know if
my interpretation is even close to what Thom was trying to get across.
This is what I think that the song is about(please note, the character/narrator
is unisexual. It could be male or female, so for the sake of space
and confusion, I'll use he, him, and his and also I see song lyrics
as telling a story(especially RH), so I use the term narrator):
I
think the narrator of the song has lost somebody. Not in life or
love, but in essence. Someone he respected. Maybe it wasn't someone
he knew personally, but nonetheless, it is someone who is gone to
him now. Polyethelene is a plastic widely used in small sealable
plastic bags. It is a metaphor, I believe, for being fake. I think
this person(or group of people) has, in his eyes, become plastic.
Fake. A counterfeit of their former selves. A person who went from
idealism to pragmatism. From a dreamer to a materialist. This person
has, for lack of better words, sold out. He is concerned with the
things he owns and the money he makes. He has forgotten what it
is like to be unique and has instead chosen to conform to the machine.
He has lost his identity, and the narrator is sad and bitter about
it. But the narrator is not going to give up on him. He will try
to convince him to live again, to be the free, open person he once
was(it's this underlying optimism that draws me to Thom's lyrics
so much). Part one represents the narrators sadness and feeling
of loss(demonstrated by the sorrowful almost whimpering vocals and
tranquil accoustic guitar). Part two represents his anger and resentment(loud
guitars, big drums, fierce(if desperate) vocals).
"Tears
of joy now scare ourselves of all that you want to be"
His
change is beginning. He's less of an emotional person(part of his
new identity). He's afraid that to cry is a form of weakness, whether
in laughter or in sadness.
He is afraid that when he shows emotion, he is being weak.
"Just
got paid and now you're going, how inside you please"
This
is the point where he changes. He "just got paid"(raise,
promotion, relocation, big record contract) and the greed has taken
over. He may not be going physically. "and now your going"
could be referring to his departure from his former self to his
new one.(really don't know what "how inside you please"
means....maybe the narrator is asking him how this is pleasing him
on the inside...how it could possibly be satisfying.)
"If
I get scared, I'll just call you"
I
don't get this one. Maybe the narrator sees him as a stronger person
now and can talk to him for support because he no longer gets scared(or
shows it).
"and
I'll miss your glow as I unsettle"
The
narrator is starting to notice a bigger difference and is beginning
to miss him. The old him. It is unsettling him more and more(he
will be totally unsettled in part 2)
"oh,
and I'll always feel, I'll always be"
The
narrator will never be like that. He will always feel. He'll always
be (human).
Now
part two....The narrator is unnerved. Frustration sets in and he's
losing hope for salvaging this entity. He is not giving up without
a fight though as demonstrated by his fierce determination and resolve.
"so
sell your suit and tie and come and live with me"
Basically
telling the person to give up the conformity and return to the world.
Come live with me in an ideal world and dream again.
"leukemia
schizophrenia polyethylene
there is no significant risk to your health"
Polyethelene,
I believe, is his metaphor for being fake. Leukemia and Schizophrenia
are diseases. I believe by placing them all together he is comparing
'selling out' to contracting a disease. Perhaps one that eats away
at your idealism as opposed to the other two which are physical
and mental. While there is "no significant risk to your health",
Polyethelene-emia(?) is considered a disease to the narrator, and
a dangerous one at that.
"she
used to be beautiful once as well"
No
real idea on this one. Perhaps this isn't the first person he's
seen succumb to this 'disease'? Perhaps 'she' has also fallen as
well, and where she used to be beautiful as well, now she's diseased
and ugly?
Somehow, I'm thinking of the song from Pablo Honey "Thinking
About You" which I think is about basically the same subject.
In that song Thom is pleading to an apparently female character(refers
to 'her' as 'honey') about the same 'sell out' theme(albiet in that
song it is more of a memory of her after she's already been gone
a while, Polyethelene is occuring while he is in the process of
leaving) Maybe this is a reference to that earlier Radiohead song.
"plastic
bag, middle class, polyethylene"
Again,
he compares the selling out to other things(much in the vain of
Kurt Cobain's "A mullato, an albino, a mosquitoe, my labido")
I think Middle class and plastic bags are seen by the narrator as
ordinary, mudane things in life, just as someone who comprimises
himself is. The loss of childhood dreams and the transition into
an ultimately common being. A working, active part of the machine.
The death of individuaism.
"decaffeinate,
unleaded, keep all surfaces clean"
Being
"decaffeinate, unleaded" could mean being half of what
you could be. Decaffeinated is less than caffeinated.....unleaded
is less than leaded.......and the pragmatist is less than himself.
Less than he could be. Driven by the expectations of all he's conformed
to, he's not flourishing in other areas of his life, just in those
that would help him advance in his mediocre goals. Sacrificing his
'self' in the process. And to this end, he "keeps all surfaces
clean" (i.e. behaves at work, follows his record labels instructions
to the 't', kisses the bosses ass, etc.) all in hopes of looking
better to his superiors as to advance, all the while lessening himself.
Becoming a diet, sugarless, filtered, fat free version of himself.
"if
you don't believe this, sell your soul
if you don't get into it, no one will "
The
narrators parting words to the lost. He's saying that if you don't
believe the words he has been saying about staying true and not
conforming, than all is lost for you and you might as well just
sell your soul. It is a bitter goodbye, after all the narrator is
fighting for a soul. "if you don't get into it, no one will"
leads me to believe that the sellout in question is a musician.
How if he writes what 'they' want him to write, then he is not into
it because it's not his. And if he can't get into it and identify
with it, who can? In essence, he becomes a flavor of the month with
no true fans. However that last line could also be referring to
life. "If you don't get into it, no one will" could mean
if he doesn't get into his own life by experiencing all of the beautiful
things that are a part of being alive(love, art, sadness, happiness),
then no one will be interested in the real him because there is
no real him. He will have acquaintences, but never friends. Bedfellows,
but never lovers. He will die alone, in a sense, without ever having
anyone touch his soul which he had sold to the highest bidder.
Well
there it is. That's what the song means to me. If I were half as
'caffeinated' as Thom, I'd write some songs of my own, but I'll
leave that to the gifted. Thanks for reading my ramble!!(assuming
it is even read!)
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